I attempted to adequately portray how broken Sin is, in both her mind and her body, desperately wanting her father’s love despite the way he abused her. In my interpretation, her father’s rape being the only moment in which he gave her attention, she believes that it was an act of love and so her yearning for his love disturbingly translates into a yearning for sexual relations with her father.
In writing this song, I wanted to show a vision of Sin where she is not regarded as a monster but as a young girl who was hurt so badly that it altered her very nature. I wanted to highlight how this act changed the way she made connections in her mind and to say that she is not evil, only in pain. Being subject to an overwhelming amount of pain may translate to inflicting pain on others. She is not perverting humans because she wants to inflict harm, but because she wants to impress her father. This may bring us to a broader reflection about sin as a concept, to realize that when we act badly it may be more out of pain than out of malevolence.